mY diArY...

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2008-11-07T03:06:00.000-08:00

Today very tired...go rackky at changi beach there...yes next week saturday(15 nov) gt npcc outing...i hope it will go on well..=)well i cant decide wan to go where??Go to this outing or go to my uncle place??erh....cannot think...anything=) well we se abt tht...this whole week veri damn buzy... tis mon go rackky the place again....then tuesday buy things...wednesday rackky the place with the sec 3...thursday need to buy stuff...friday need to complete everything in schedule...saturday it event itself...ARH!!!

...

2008-10-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

sorry 4 nt updating my blog??
well there alot of kejadian happen...but so malas nk update...
cause got exams......

stupid people...

2008-08-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

If ah kalau orang tu betul2 wujud, y dont he kol my hp instead of my hse no...
i noe u noe tht i do not have caller id at hme...
name pun weird nk mampos...RAMZI...
yelah tu...
u say if he kol me at hme i wont reject him like i did???
wat nonsence??
if he kol my hp pun at least i noe he jujur kk...
at least i noe his no kk...
yah right he noe my gerak geri all tht....
of corse he noe...
u tell hym! HYM tht tk wujud!!!
tu ah kalau dhe wujud, too bad ah...
u played n fooled me many times...
from the first time u trick me i nvr believe u...tu pun i nvr fall 4 ur trap...

stupid rumours...

2008-08-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

ERh...wat the hell....
WAT STUPID RUMOURS I HEARD!!!
N U CALLED THT NOT A RUMOURS???
WAT IT REALI HURT MY FEELINGS AITEZ....
ERH...
WAT U THINK I LYKE HYM??
PAHLEEZ...
DAH LAH SOMBONG NAK MAMPOS....
SERIOUS SEH IF I REALI NOE THT PERSON THT STARTED IT...
TANGAN DAH RINGAN SEH.....
MCM NK MAKI JER ORG TU...

13 august...

2008-08-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

erh...
todae lecture is okay...
but i reali do nt knoe wat to do 4 the project!!!
lucky it pair work...
but i wan group work!!!
stupid arh...
nvr mine arh......

well todae at school boring...
chem test i gt 12 out of 15....
phy...
open book test....

balik kampong

2008-08-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

On 10 august, balik kampong ...
actuali 9 august at night...
hmm first night...
nothing much arh...veri tired....
the next dae we go shopping at melacca!!!
fun arh...=)
then tht night go chat with my cuzzin till erm...dunnoe...
late night??
maybe till 1 or 2 oclock...
we talk abt...haha....
ABT LIFE!!!
(veri rahsia)
then on monday go hme....
but b4 tht go shopping again...haha....
reach jb ard magrib....
reach home at 12....(traffic jam)
GO home gt hwk need to do...sleep ard 1 plus...haiyo...then todae nvr go school cause gt food poisoning!!!

go msyia...9 august...

2008-08-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

tht baby is my anak sedare...cute kn....he look like chinese arh...

haha well...i go msyia 3 in the morning...n out from the immigration at 6....arh so long...haha...sleep in car...

then reach to my aunty house no mood to do anithing...

well juz play with two of my anak sedare...haha...the other one i dun have his pic...

then after tht we play UNO!!

play with my sedare...fun...=)

revenge...

2008-07-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

AHH I HATE U SO MUCH...
U STOLE MY POST...
U NVR COME FOR SO MANY MTHS N NOW AFTER HEARING UR POST U COME BACK JUZ TO CONVINCE EVERYONE THT U STILL CAN GET THE POST U WAN...
SERIOUS I AM GOING TO HATE U 4 THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!
U NVR CARE WAT OTHERS FEEL ABT U..
U MONEY FACE...
U JUZ CARE ABT UR SELF...
U R THE PERSON WHO EVERYONE WILL HATE..
ERH!!!!!

My Pahang Trip n Npcc camp

2008-03-13T06:19:00.001-07:00

Well my pahang trip is about the oversea leadership course.haha
kk...
My first dae...well 7.45 u muz reach skool as the bus is leaving at 7...
kk then let juz say im on the bus 4 9 hrs like tht!!!...
hmm there 2 stop at the R&R and of corse at Malasyia..
Then we reach Pahang at Jeram Besu...somewhere around there a so called resort lah...
tht is where im going to sleep...kk then tht night should have night walk then it raining so we all sit in theis room playing games...suddenly it black out...
then it where we light up 4 candle and we say bout our precious moment...each n every one of us..including the teachers...
then we all go showering then light off...
Second day...
i wake up at 5.30 so tht i can bath....then we had our breakfast at 7..then we go n take the bus n sit ther for 2 hrs to reach to this place...then we nid to walk on the plank frm the shore to the house tht float on water...then we took boat to taman negara...then we hike 4 a moment ...then we nid to take canopy walkway...the canopy walkway is about 10 story high...for those who do nt noe it like a plank with ropes n net at the side...there is no support at the bottom...
then we continue 4 the hike...weeee....
then when we go downhill...i made someone fall 2 times...
first time i was holding the rope tightly n then i let go the person who was behind me fell down...
the second time i almost fell down so i holdthe person shoulder n the person fell down...haha i made the same person fell down...
kk then we had lunch at the floating house...then we had rapid shooting... it nt exactly shooting arh...
haah...
kk then we took the bus 4 2 hrs...arh....
then at night we had the night walk!!!weee....It scary n fun....
kk then after the night walk shower till 12...then light out...
third day...
again we had breakfast at 7 n the porriage sux...
so i dun realli eat it...then we go to the less fortunate home...
i DO GARDENING!!
then we had lunch ther...
i dun reali eat the mee...
haha
kk then after tht we straight back to spore....
of corse there a stop whichis at Melacca...
there i have my A&W!!!
then do some shoppings...
kk after tht we go back to spre...
we reach skool at about 8 plus...i saw the npcc cadet is having their campfire at the foyer...
then i join in wth my pahang shirt too...
then after tht i change to npcc shirt...
then i put my bag inside the classroom...
then when im in the canteen they have water break so i juz drink water n started to feel veri geedy...i juz drop to the floor...then nco saw me n ask me to sit on the bench...then fadillah as the casualty sit wth me too...then i start to trembling n i start crying 4 no reason...haha
this is where my maam n sir come to me wth thermometer n stuff...Juz lucky i nvr collapse...
then my oc wen out to buy me dinner....nice oc...
kk then the next dae juz activities for the camp...then they tell us who is the best campers then go hme...
kk tht alll!!!

Cuzzin ku...

2008-02-12T04:53:00.000-08:00

Cuzzin ku...aku mahu berterima kasih sebab kau dah nk habis kn notes tu kn...=)
tapie credits still wth me kk....

Someone

2008-02-10T05:06:00.001-08:00

I do not know how to tell this person..I hope this person read...
I value our friendship n if u want to break friendship wth me it will be such a waste..
It like you do not even know who i am...
You leave me n go wth someone else...
I go on my life with someone else....
When your someone else need to go for something...
You took my someone else and live me alone....
What does someone else have that i do not have?
I noe that you been hating me since___________
N it juz go on till now..
It juz that if im nt in this world you will be happy...
Cause now i am you dun even care bout me...
I noe people do make mistake...
Not even a person is perfect...
You make mistake...
You hurt me..
You tell lies bout me...
You make me cry...
All this i forgive you...
But did u ever forgive me when i did all this to u??
I need to make the first move...
Your attitude...Your problem Your sorrow...
All this i noe already...My friendship with u did nt start yesterday...
Did not end tomorrow...
If u hate me y dun u say so???
Why muz u keep quiet n tell lies bout me...
Your problem u share...
n my problem i hare...
we share together...
Is this what friendship is???
Lonelyness...
I guess it up to u to think about this...
I do nt wan our friendship to end here...so juz think bout it...
Life is like a road we travel...
Some r smooth
some r rought
some id rather 4get
But there 1 road i wont regret
The road where we met and become friends!!!

Should i or should they say the forgiveness

2007-12-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

U been waiting 4 about an hour at the bus stop lyke one stupid person.....i was at my bus top n all my squadmates at another bus top...i supposed to take first...i nid to wait 4 the whole lot of them then i can take the bas!!! one bus had juz gone pass n after 5 mins they called me n say everyone was there n i told them we juz miss a bus...n they say they wan to take tht bus...lyke wat the hell!!! i wait u guys n u wan to left me...then i told them nt to take the bus....then they like k lah wateve lah....after i take another bus they scold me tht im late....like hello who the heck ask u to kol me later ritez?? then wen i wan to ask them they say SHUT UP... then i heard they wan to blame it on me...cause of me they all LATE!!! btw when we reach there we r abt 40 min early!!! they say later got a lot of ppl lah...bullshit...overthere there no ppl.....plz...i hate showing my emotional to others...Erh!!!so they showing attitude to me y nt me???They dun talk to me ok i also dun talk to them lah....i stand far frm them...nt even a single person talk to me till now...inside the girl toilet i change my clothes n the girls cme n tell me y change??(in an angry mood) n ask me to change back...lyke helo i tot u were late y nt u change...pahleez...if no wan change everyone wont change...one of them told me ht they r nt angry at me...they r angry at something else...Look if no one angry is angry wth me then y nt a single person talk to me lyke saying hey y nt join us???or hey y today nvr go wth us? lyke hey y u alone here? or hey y u here while the rest is there...i dun reali ask them to say tht but juz say something lah...I PROMISE MYSELF NT TO TALK TO THEM IF THEY NVR SAY ANYTHING TO ME!!!sometimes i seriously think wether they have heart or nt....then they told me they give me another chance to chance lyke pahleez im the one who supposed to give them another chance.... but then i kept giving them chances...n lyke they r the ma'am n sir who wan to juz kick me out frm the group???we have the same age..n no wan is the leader here n y muz u act lyke wan.....they wan to kick me out cause i always reject...HEY LIKE U NVR REJECT B4!!! if u dun lyke it confirm u will reject rite....well to my friend...i noe who u are....if u hate me fine...hate me till u die....we can juz waste our 4 years friendship...u die u wont be wth ur friend rite....

floorball match

2007-11-25T01:21:00.000-08:00

seriously im tired in this floorball match!!well it a 30 min game but of corse there 5 min break lah!!! the first half we did nt even score....haiyo.....but nazihah lip get slash because of the opponent team....then the second match fadillah gt 2 goals n i get 1 goal!!! tht is fun!!!haha....but we still lose by 12-3!!!
hmm the opponent team play so rought...

playing stress

2007-10-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

well i remember last time at this coffee shop kl me hy n amirah....well me n amirah team up n kl n hy team up....we were playong stree........i juz about to say stress wen kl shout n amirah was so shocked till she shout......it was so embarassing cause everyone were looking at us....haiyo....

LOng time never updated...

2007-10-30T01:59:00.000-07:00

well long time never update cause comp got virus.....well there lots lots to say...haha...well read next blog....okies

if u are...

2007-07-15T22:15:00.000-07:00

IF U THINK THT U ARE MY OWNER PLEASE GIVE ME COMMENTS AT MY TAG BOARD...
RITE UR NAME OWNER...
NT UR REAL NAME...
TNX U MY OWNER...

pictures

2007-07-14T18:24:00.000-07:00

Friendship...

2007-07-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

THE CONTINUE OF LOVE...
MY OWNER I HAD FINE A NEW OWNER....
A NEW OWNER THAT WILL TAKE CARE OF ME
BUT I MISS U....
I WAN U.....
TO TAKE ME FROM THE PLACE U THROW ME...
OWNER IM NT BEING EMO....
OWNER I HATE EMO....
OWNER I JUZ WAN TO VALUE OUR FRIENDSHIP WTH U...
OWNER.....
U TOO LATE....
U LIER....
U NVR TAKE ME AS UR DOLL...
U MAKE ME LIKE A RUBBISH....
OWNER I HAD DONE NOTHING RONG.....
BUT U HAD DONE SOMETHING THT MAKE ME CRY 4 THOUSANDS YEARS....
OWNER I WAN U TO NOE....
YES I JEOLOUS SEEING U WTH ANOTHER DOLL...
I KNOE THT U TREAT WE DOLLS EVENLY....
BUT I WAN U TO NOE...
OWNER....
U TREAT UR ANOTHER DOLL MORE PRECIOUS...
CAUSE UR NEW DOLL IS NEW...
BUT UR OLD DOLL IS OLD....
OWNER....
I NVR TELL MY FEELINGS TO ANYONE...
OWNER....
I WAN U TO NOE HOW MUCH I VALUE UR FRIENDSHIP...
OWNER....
MAYBE ONE DAY U WILL 4 GET ME....
OWNER I FELL LIKE HOW U HEART BROKE WTH UR CRUSH....
I ALSO HEARTBROKE...
NT CAUSE OF LOVE BUT CAUSE OF U...
OWNER I WAN U TO WISH ME GUD LUCK WTH MY NEW OWNER...
BUT U DID NT WISH ME GUD LUCK...
U JUZ DUN CARE ABT ME...
CAUSE U CARE MORE ABT UR NEW DOLL....
I GIVE ALL MY LUCK TO UR NEW DOLL...
AND NOW I ONLI HAD BAD LUCK....
OWNER U ALWAYS MAKE ME MORE STRESS...
OWNER I ASK U SOMETHING U SAY MAYBE OR NO....
OWNER I DUN CARE BOUT THT...
BUT WHEN U ASK SOMETHING FROM ME...
I SAY MAYBE OR NO...
U SCOLD ME....
Y MY OWNER???
BUT IF UR NEW DOLL SAY NO OR MAYBE...
U DUN CARE.....
MY ANGER JUZ WAN TO THROW TO U...
BUT OWNER....
I LOVE U
SO I NVR THROW IT TO...
SO I KEPT IT....
I KEPT IT TO MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART....
OWNER IF THERE ONE CHANCE 4 ME TO SAY MY FEELING
THT IS NOW...
THIS IS MY PRECIOUS TIME TELLING U....
I DO NOT WAN TO HURT UR FEELING OWNER...
BUT I WAN U TO NOE
HOW PRECIOUS IT IS TO ME....
U HAD THROW ME ASIDE....
LEAVE ME CRY ALONE....
U ONLY NO HOW TO LAUGHT WTH ME....
Y MY OWNER.....DO U HATE ME???
OWNER I WAN U TO NOE THT U ARE NT MY SISTER BUT MY BEZ FRIENDS.
MY HIPFRENZ.....
AND UR OLD DOLL IS ME....
N UR NEW DOLL IS SOMEONE CLOSE TO U....
OWNER I SORI IF I HAD MAKE U CRY....
BUT U MAKE ME CRY THE MOST.....

LOVE

2007-07-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

LOVE DOES NOT JUZ COME LIKE THT....
U HAVE TO BE PATIENCE.....
IF U LOVE THE PERSON BUT THE PERSON REJECTS U....
U SHOULD NOT SLASH URSELF....
U SHOULD NOE THERE MANY GUYS OUT THERE....
N IF U REALLY LIKE THE PERSON...N U DO NOT WAN HIM TO GO AWAY FRM U
THEN KEPT IT AT UR MEMORIES....
BUT IF THE PERSON DONT LIKE U DONT FORCE THE PERSON TO LIKE U...
IT MAKE THE PERSON HATE U MORE....
MAYBE THE PERSON JUZ NEED TIME...
U WILL NVR NOE IT....
I JUZ DO NOT WAN U TO BE SO EMO...IF U REALLY ARE EMO I CANT SAY A WORD....CAUSE THT WAT U ARE....
I JUZ WAN TO SAY DUN REGRET...
EVEN THOUGHT HOW PAIN UR HEART IT IS....
JUZ WAN TO HEARD THE 3 WORDS FRM THE PERSON....
IF I WERE U MY FRIEND.....I DUN CARE....
THERE STILL MANY GUYS OUT THERE....
U JUZ HAVE TO WAIT ONE OF THEM SAY THE SENTENCE U ONE TO HEAR...
MAYBE THE PERSON NT THE RIGHT GUY 4 U....
BUT THE PERSON HAD GIVE THEIR FEELINGS OUT TO U....
THE PERSON FEELINGS WILL ALSO BE LIKE U....
HEARTBROKEN IF U NVR ACCEPT...
I WAN U TO BE GOOD IN UR STUDIES...
I DUNNOE HOW FAR UR DREAM IS....
U REMEMBER THT TIMES....
U ADVISED ME...
U TOLD ME...
STUDY FIRST....
BUT THEN I SAW U HEART BROKEN....
N MY TURN TO ADVISED U...
I SHED MY TEARS...
JUZ FOR U....
NOW U MAKE ME HEART BROKE...
NT HEART BROKE OF LOVE...
BUT THE GOLD OF FRIENDSHIP....
U HAD LIE TO ME ONCE....
AND HOW CAN I TRUST U AGAIN...
CAN U TELL ME IS IT FRIENDSHIP PRECIOUS OR UR CRUSH PRECIOUS....
TO U....
I WAN U TO NOE NO MATTER HOW LOW U LOOK DOWN AT ME....
THT UR LOVE IS PRECIOUS THEN ME....
I STILL....THINKS...
U LOVE ME AS A FRIENDS....
U LOVE ME MORE THEN UR LOVE ONES....
U DO NT ONE TO TELL ME BUT I NOE DEEP IN UR HEART U LOVE ME...
Y MUZ U TREAT ME AS A DOLL???
IF U NEED ME U FIND ME
IF U DO NOT NEED ME....
U THROW ME ASIDE...
WE BEEN FRIENDS FOR A LONG TIME...
BUT THEN U FIND A NEW FRIEND....
U THROW ME ASIDE....
U NVR TELL ME UR PROBLEMS N SECRET AGAIN...
I WAN U TO NOE IM CRYING RIGHT NOW....
WAITING 4 U TO TAKE ME BACK FRM WHERE U THROW ME....
I DO NOT KNOE Y
U GO WTH UR NEW DOLL...
U HATE ME...
U THROW ME....
WAT DID I DID RONG....
U SHARE UR LIFE WTH UR NEW DOLLS...
BUT U NVR SHARE UR LIFE WITH ME...
U EVEN THROW ME.....
NOW U SHARE UR HEARTBROKEN FEELINGS TO UR NEW DOLL....
U ONLI TELL ME 30% OF UR FEELINGS...
U NVR TELL ME.....
U ALWAYS LEAVE ME...
Y CANT U TAKE ME BACK FRM WHERE U THROW ME.....
MAKE ME AS UR PRECIOUS DOLL...
Y MUZ U GO WTH UR NEW DOLL???
IS IT UR DOLL IS NEW...IS IT???
I NVR TOLD ANYONE UR SECRETS.....
BUT I NOE U EVER TELL MY SECRETS....
EVEN THOUGHT I JUZ A DOLL I GT FEELINGS....
I DUNNOE Y I ALWAYS FELT THT U HAD BROKE MY HEART TO A THOUSAND PIECE...

NOW I TELL U MY FEELINGS TO U...BUT U NVR TELL ME URS....Y NOT....
THIS IS ESPACIALLY 4 U MY OWNER.....

MY SISTER

2007-07-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

SISTA Y MUZ WE ALWAYS FIGHT....
FIGHT 4 NOTHING....
Y MUZ ALWAYS ONE PROBLEM SOLVE ANOTHER PROBLEMS COME...
Y CANT WE BE TOGETHER IN PEACE???
I NOE THERE A THIRD PERSON DISTURBING OUR FRIENDSHP...
BUT WHO....
ME U U OR U.....
IF THERE PROBLEM U NVR TELL ME.....
PLEASE I DO NOT WAN U TO BE EMO....
EVERY TIME U SLASH UR SELF I CRY...
U NOE U CUT MY FEELING TO TRUST U AGAIN...
U PROMISE ME NT TO SLASH BUT U LIE....
HOW COULD U....
IT LIKE A THOUSAND PIECES OF GLASS THT HAD JUZ BROKE...
N IF IT IS TO BE MEND....SOME WERE LOST...
BUT IF U FIND ALL....IT STILL GIVE U THE CRACK....
CAN U TELL ME HOW CAN I TRUST U AGAIN...
ONE DAY WE WILL NT BE TOGETHER AGAIN....
BUT WILL OTHERS NOE U....
DOES ANY OF THEM NOE UR FEELING...
DO U NOE HOW PAIN MY HEART IS....
U NVR TELL ME Y....
U NVR ANSWER MY QUESTION...
U NVR SOLVE MY PROBLEMS...
BUT I ALWAYS SOLVE UR PROBLEMS.....
IS IT ME U HATE???
I DUN MIND...
I REALLY TRESURE UR FRIENDSHIP WTH ME....
BUT DI U TRESURE MY FRIENDSHIP WTH U????
DO U HAVE FEELINGS???

FLOORBALL MATCH....

2007-07-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

AIYO JUZ NOW ME DILLAH MASYITAH TERENCE SHARI N AZHAR GO FOR FLOORBALL MATCH...WE ACTUALLY GET TO THE SEMI FINAL.....HAIYO I HATE THE SEMI FINAL....
CAUSE WE LOSE AT THE SEMI FINAL...ALL THIS I WAN TO MAKE A COMPLAINT TO THE REFREE....ACTUALLY SHARI GOT A GOAL BUT THEN HE SCORE THEN HE RAISE HIS STICK....BUT THEN THE REFREE TOT HE PLAY HIGH STICK.....SO WE DID NT GT TH POINTS....BUT THEN THE OTHER TEAM PLAY HIGH STICK...NVR GET PENALTIES....
THEN ONE OF THEM HIT MY LEGS...STILL NVR GT PENALTIES....THEN ONE OF THEM BUMPED ONTO ME STILL NO PENALTIES....HAIYO.....NT FAIR U NOE....
NT FAIR...........................................................................
AH I JUZ HPE THEY NVR WIN ANY TROPIES 4 CHEETING.....
AHHHHHHHHH

1 STAR KAYAKING COURSE

2007-07-14T05:40:00.000-07:00

BTW ON 16 17 JUNE MY NP FRIENDS GO 4 KAYKING COURSE....
I CAN SAY HOW FUN IT IS....
16 JUNE....
FIRST DAY OF KAYKING COURSE...
WELL KINDA FUN..
ERMMM...
CAN SAY ALL MY FRIENDS DUN LIKE THE BOY COACH BUT LIKE THE GIRL COACH...
HEHE...
WELL....WE HAD CAPSIZE DRILLS....
ERM.....
BTW I ACCIDENTLY HEARD FRM MY FRIENDS.....THT THEY WAN TO SABO ME THE NEXT DAY..
HAHA...
GUESS WAT TOMOLO IS???
OF COURSE MY BADAE!!!
HAHA!!!
WELL WAT CAN I SAY......
TOO BAD I HEARD THEM...HAHA.....
17 JUNE
MY BDAE!!!
HAPI BADAE
HAHA...
WE LIKE BTH TRAINERS...
MISSES U TRAINERS...
OK BACK TO THE POINT...
AHEMMM
HEHE
OK OK!
U NOE MY FRIENDS PUT SAND ALL OVER ME....
AND MY HAIR IS FULL OF SAND....
HAIYO....
THEN AGAIN THEY TRY TO CAPSIZE ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA???
OK HERE THE STOREY GO...
WE WERE KAYAK...THEN I BUMPED AT MY FRIENDS KAYAK...
HAHA....I DID NT SAY SOWI...INSTEAD I SAY
SOWI I DO IT ON PORPOSELY.....
HAHA
THEN EVERYONE ONE TO BUMPED ME N COPY MY LINE!!!
BTW I COPY MASYITAH LINE!!!
HAHA!!!
SHHHH....
ESPACIALLY DONUT KEEP BUMPED ME...
HAHA...
GUESS WHO DONUT???
WELL SOME OF MY FRIENDS CALL HIM FISHBALL TOO...
BUT I LOVED CALLING HIM DONUTS....HEHE
HIS NAME IS ANDY!!!
YAH DONUTS!!!
HAHA...
K LAH........
GTG.....
BYE....
HAP FUN

sowi for not updated 4 a long time....

2007-07-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

SOWI 4 NT UPDATING MY BLOG...
WELL U SHOULD UNDERSTAND ME KIES...
THERE SO MANY THINGS TO DO
MY LIFE....MY SCHOOL...MY CCA....
PROJECTS....HOMEWORK......
AH TOO MANY TO MENTION KIES....
IF U AT MY SCHOOL SAME AGE AND U SAME STREAM WTH ME...
U NOE HOW DIFFICULT IT IS....
HAIYO....

erm last day of npdp...

2007-04-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

hiz it such a sad setting....

we gonna seperate.

dunno if we will meet again

hizzzzzzzzzzz.....

well after the march off ma stomach feel pain...arh

hate it.....

i juz wan to say tnx u to siti n dianah

nt to 4 get maz

peang song 4 being sooooooooo consern..

hmm who else i guess tht all...

haha...so now im in the casualties...hmm rachel u ok or nt....

hmm ah dun go yet still haven finish

here the scary part....

since im one of the casualties i hap to stand at the end...hiz...

n directly infront of me was a girl

yes she is a human

but she kena prossesed

wah all my hair stand...

lucky she was lyig down

1 gurl faint duo y....n a few gurl fainted....

u wan to know wat she say???

she say in mly but let me translate it to u

she scream n shout

wat do u wan???go away from me???dun disturb me???

n the last word i heard is i dun wan to go....

she like mumbling...so sowi ppl.....

my friend tell me the first 3 sentence n i heard the last.......

wah

u know wat beside the hq was the cementery n the place is keras lah......

hmm i know it nt scary to u all but wat if it is juz infront n a few meters away from u...

n wat if suddenly the spirit go otherppl body....who knows rite.

signing off mez....

CRAZY OF PIC!!!

2007-04-16T04:10:00.000-07:00

hmm all this pic i put first lah...other pic later lah haha

fight between me n her

2007-04-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

ok im nt going to tell u who is her kk

i fought wth her on last two saturday

we fought 4 1 week

well this is how it start

b4 going to this place she msg me

she:y u leave me alone this few days?

me:im also alone ok but atleast u have_________________________________

she:yah i know but u e closer to me then the rest._____________pang seh me always live me alone.

me:then u wan me _________wan me ______________wan me. then u aspect me to cut into three???

she:of corse nt lah but it will be better if u come wth me.izzit becoz of________ u dun wan to come wth us?

me:no becoz of somthing else.........

then she nvr reply cause we reach to our destination already.....

after tht we are going back but she msg someone else

she:i think i started hating her

se:y

she:she always leave me alone n go wth her others friends...if u always go wth her u will know that she is very proud

se:really

she:yah it true....

then se nvr reply cause me msg her

me:if u hate me u tell me y muz u tell someone else. ok fine i dare to say i wan to break fwen ship wth u!!!

she:ok fine break then break lor...i guess ___and____ words is true.i should nt be fwenz wth u!!!

me:ok fine i guess my mly fwenz tell me abt u is true!!!ur att is sux!!!!u should know tht u should nt trust ppl tht pity abt u...

then we nvr talk nor nvr speak to wan another until i gave she the letter saying wat ppl talk abt she...

she nt happy wat ppl talk abt her....maybe she dosent know the word are abit true....

she wan to know the ppl tht talk abt her....she dont wan them to talk behind she but infront of she.i knw i cant tell she who the person talk abt her....u know it a secret where can tell others...i dun wan to break trust wth them...

since i nvr tell she it a secret a rude sec 1 girl scold me by saying can u plz juz tell her!!!i wan to go hme!!!

me reply:if u wan to go hme u go hme lah...this problem is nt between u n me.it between me n she!!!

the rude sec 1 gurl juz kept quiet...haha

u know she told kl tht secret is a childish thing...

n __ and she agree!!!omg!!!

listen ah _ n she...i will break ur secret!!!

u say it a childish thing mah.....

hiz......

signing off me

sowi hehe

2007-04-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

ok ok sowi lah sowi lah

im very buzy ok

hmm wat u wan me to write???

hahax...

hmm i wonder

ok read the next post ok???

np at hq

2007-03-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

well np at hq is very thought...haha....
it is very tiring...i tell u...
but it is fun
yepeee
well if im nt wrong today is the 4 or 5 week already
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im tired....
good nite...

happi

2007-03-02T04:22:00.000-08:00

ok ok sowi
now happi already
so wat should i write....
im sick
hahaha
how u all???
bb

sis sowi

2007-02-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

sis sowi....
i want to tell u but i cant but i think this is a good start....
I WANT TO QUIT SIS....
i have the feeling tht u all want me to quit...
although my tought its wrong i still want to quit sis...
i cant stand ur behaviour anymore...
it creating trouble....
i know jq hate me....
if u hate me y u show it to me n it was so damn obvious tht u hate me...
sis i dunno u have made storey for me...n had plan it but plz dont throw it to me...
what did i had did wrong to u....
i still will remember our laughter our jokes our lame jokes i will 4 got our argument but nt the last one....
plz tell me what i did wrong n y???
kl i also dun wan to become np sis wth u...
u are accusing everything on me...
then i wan u to beleive everything jq say....
i always wrong all the time...
beleive on the lies....
dont beleive on the truth...
well u wan me to see i care alot of my mly friends ok i show u...
beleive jq tht i hate u...
beleive hy n jq...
dun beleive me anymore....
im nothing special....
im a gurl who u can play wth my heart...
im a gurl who always make trouble in tht group....
im a gurl who hate all of u....
n i think 4 u its true....
y u play wth ur own heart by lying???
y y y???
hy i hate the word u use on me!!!
HATE IT!!!
End this msg wth a unhappy n angry mood....
Btw im have more miserable life then u ok.....

my sis.....

2007-02-03T23:33:00.000-08:00

WELL I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH MY SIS...WELL PPL SAY EVERY PROBLENS HAVE ANSWER YES IT TRUE... BUT SOME CANT BE SOLVE AS WE CANT FIND ANY ANSWER....I DUNNO WHO TO BELEIVE NOW...EVERY AND EACH OF THEM HAS DIFERENT STORY TO TELL ME...NOW IM NOT SO SURE TO BELEIVE HY OR NOT CAUSE I GOT SO SOMETHING THT I DUN WAN TO SEE FROM HER...AH DUN THINK NONSENCE AH... HIZ....WELL I THINK I JUST GO WTH MY MLY FRIENDS FOR A YEAR MAYBE...AH I GO WTH MY MLY FRIENDS NOT BECAUSE I CARE LOT MORE THEN U ALL IT JUZ I DUN WAN ANY PROBS...

npcc parade day

2007-01-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

well last friday, i went to home team academy 4 my npcc parade day...onli me kl andy and wei jian are selected. well we all do not know how to do baton drills n over there we have to do it....lucky one of the sir teach us...now i think i know how to do it..i think lah...
hahax...well sowi guys....i have no mood like tht...its tht i have so many probs in skool n tht is friendship probz......

go escape

2007-01-09T03:08:00.000-08:00

well i go escape haha...
ok quit fun lah...i go there wth hui yee n kl!!!
everything is fine but when the stuff i take wen down my heart is like coming out.i cant feel myself kk...aiyo dunno wat to say kk lah bb

holiday at melacca

2007-01-09T02:56:00.000-08:00

hmm...well i went melacca because my cuzzin getting married n also i go there 4 holiday ok
i dunno wether this is true or not lah. when me n my cuz talking me only like saw something strange. its like a head pop out n see me n ma cuzzin doing what...so i juz keep quite non of my cuz know it yet....next my another cuz saw n hear. he say tht someone speaking n waving at him. it say hi n then went back to sleep. he thought my another cuz so he juz wave back n even smile to it!!! actually my another cuz at somewhere else...next i told u my another cuz tht wan heard...it say where u wan to go with her name on it...at first she thought her bro but no his bro is sleeping. she juz wan to answer but she see first who talk to her. actually im beside her n i dont heard any voice!!!wasant tht weird...hiz....ok then my bro n small cuzzin saw something at the wedding stage. then my big cuzz wen out n get sick right away. omg somemore i saw babi hutan means pig forest or forest pig lah. haha...well who cares....kk gtg bb

long time nvr rite

2007-01-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

ok lah sowi lah
i know i long time never rite kk haha
ok hui yee happi???
haha
sowi ppl im lazy to rite n quit buzy leh

laser quest

2006-10-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

well last friday me go to bukit timah 4 the laser quest...well we didnt win but we had try our best.... well we lost by 80 points i tink... u know we go there by many transport... first from school we take bus 19 n stop at the tampines library... then we took bus 186<> all the way to woodlands interchange....over ther we took mrt to bukit gombak. hahax...when we reach bukit gombak mrt station......we run to the place... although we lose, it is very fun....you know it my first time go bukit gombak... hahax...what to say ahrz???
dunno ah okies lah bies.....n to all of u who read this.... gd luck 4 ur result.... to0dles...

FASTING DAY

2006-09-27T02:48:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.....
WELL FASTING DAY HAS ALREADY STARTED...WELL NT TODAY BUT ON SUNDAY
I KNOW I KNOW I POST LATELY...BUT I HAVE NO TIME...HEHE
DIAO ^.^!!! WELL HOW ARE U....
TNX TNX U I KNOW IM CRAZY
U WELCOM....
HEHE

BIEEEEEEEESS

ana n dillah fight...

2006-09-22T02:03:00.000-07:00

hiz hate me........y y y y my friend fight.......not friend but bez friend duh......
in a frame there 5 piece of paper.... 1 is me 2 is dianah 3 is syazana 4 is fadillah 5 is nadia... 2 3 4 n 5 were torn n lost.....1 is finding them back....she have 3 n 4 but cant paste it together as they are fighting....1 find 2 n cant paste it wth 3 n 4 n then 1 finally found 5 the last one...she can stick wth all but the three pices still nt stick together....al the three can be 1 n 5 but nt the rest but the sad thing is....3 n 2 will fight...i know sooner or later 3 n 4 will be glued.........sob sob sob....

my sis n bro.......

2006-09-18T06:11:00.001-07:00

I have real sis n so call sis i know this is
I have real bro n so call bro totolly lame
real sis:fadhilah
farzanah
real bro:syafiq.....

so call sis: hui yee
kailin
jie qi

so called bro:imran
edwin chua.....

hey!!! u know they can be diff skool...

hmm bored...my bestfriends....
fadillah-not mua sis duh
syazana
abidah
nadia
dianah
friends.....
forever.......

hiz.......bad day

2006-09-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

HIZ.....TODAY BAD DAY LEH...ALL MY FRIENDS KINDA WEIRD...EVEN MUA SISTER.......IZZIT MUA WHO MAKE THEM ANGRY SAD OR WORRIE..../
AH JUZ HATE MY SELF..........REALLY NO KIIDIN
D=FEEL LIKE WANNA CUT MYSELF OR KILL MYSELF.....
Y DUN THEY TELL ME WHAT WRONG WTH THEM!!!!!!!
IM BORED...NOW IN MICROMEDIA FLASH...
I KNOW I KNOW ITS LESSON TIME BUT I FINISH EVERYTHING LIAO......
MY GROUP IS THE FIRST GROUP LIOA......
AIYO..........WE GT FREE TIME SO I MAKE THIS LOR......SAFE TIME....

KISES DOLLIE

np!!!!

2006-09-16T03:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday is so damn fun...many activites we play water.....im so sad 4 those who nvr come 4 np!!!yea!!!! althought yesterday my bad luck day it become my fun day leh..................fun yea

counselling

2006-09-16T03:00:00.000-07:00

this one old liao..last time me kl n hy go counselling i mean me n hy accompany kl lor.....we tok bout her past n y she cut her hand....lor.....hiz....... but i cant tell u wat.....cause the counseller say we tok here end here n tht rite,,,,,,, yar.......then after tht the counseller name miss salena ask us to help her to decorate her so called room after tht huh she ask us to organized a group to go to thomsan road there dunno wat eservoir hiz.....

hy n jason broke relationship...

2006-09-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

today hy n jason broke sis relationship juz because of the tagboard!!!!!!!!! wat should i do firstly... patch them up or juz look at them saying nothing ler????hiz sian leh....firstly my last year bezfriend then fadiilah n syazana... but b4 tht gt one more but cant tell u all i think hy n kl know.....after tht jason n hui yee....aiyo.....if my sis hate the person i also hate the person...if they hate forever then u understand ah.........

My tiering.....

2006-03-04T19:19:00.000-08:00

Elloha......

Well.......I am from esss and of course I have mine cca already.....N my cca is Npcc.....That is mine first choice of choosing it....hehe......Well it is tiring. It finished at 6.30......i always get home at 7.00 .......Well about fwenz.......They abit ok and they really ko............hahax......Well I always hang out wth mine chinese fwenz.....They lot more good then mine malay fwenz......exp 4 a few of them.......well.....my really bestfwenz are malay of course........*HIPFRENZ*.............me as baby....hehe.... dianah as princess......fadillah as professer.....nadia as teacher......syazana as ustazah........

We really close but not really now as each of as go different skool exp some of them....lyke syazana and fadillah......They go the same skool aS i am right now.....but each of as in different class........WAT TO SAY....MAYBE NEXT YEAR......WHO KNOW.....HAHX....BYE BYE...
FAIZAH

First day Of School

2006-01-03T03:34:00.000-08:00

My first year in a new school.My form theacher is Mr Neu.The school is quite big.I meet new friends...Their name are Murni and Afiqah.I havent get to know the rest of my classmates...*I been at the hall 4 about 3 hours. 1 hour of recess and 2 hours at the class.How I know???Look at the watch I been at the class 4 2 hours only.and i also know recess is 1 hour...
My form teacher say we have 6 hours of schooling...so 6-2-1=3Hours.Well I have nothing much to say but I wish my school will be a good school

Lots of love,
Faizah

AbOuT mY fRiEnDs AnD i

2005-12-31T20:34:00.000-08:00

NaMe:NOOR SITI FAIZAH BINTE ABDUL RAHMAN
AGE:12
FIRST CRY:17 JUNE 1993
ISLAMIC BIRTHDAY:26 ZULHIJJAH 1413
SCHOOL:EAST SPRING SEC SCHOOL

MY DIARY,
I AM GOING SEC 1 THIS YEAR.I AM KNOW A TENAGER.I MISS MY OLD PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!THEY DIDN'T GET THE SCHOOL I AM. ONLY A FEW GET THE SCHOOL I AM NOW EAST SPRING .I CARED IS MY BEST FRIEND.ONLY TWO OF THEM IS IN THE SAME SCHOOL AS I AM.THEY ARE SYAZANA AND FADILLAH.DIANAH IN SPRIENGFIELD, NADIA IN TAMPINES.OUR GROUP NAME ARE HIPFRENZ. DONT FORGET MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND AISHAH. SHE IN EAST VIEW.ALTHOUGH SHE IS NOT IN HIPFRENZ SHE IS STILL MY BEST FRIEND.SHE PROMISE WITH ME NVR LOSE CONTACT WTH EACH OTHER. HOPE MY OTER TWO BEST FRIEND NVR LOSE CONTACT WTH ME.NADIA AND DIANAH.NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN WE ARE STILL BEST FRIEND!!!ALTHOUGH SYAZANA AND FADILLAH IS IN EAST SPRING WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS.SYAZANA IN 1E4, FADILLAH IN 1E3 AND I IN 1N1.LIKE FADILLAH SAY NVR MINE ABOUT WAT CLASS WE GO AS LONG WE HAVE OUR OWN TRULY BESTFRIEND!!! ALTHOUGH MY BESTFRIEND FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER WE STILL FORGIVE EACH OTHER. I HOPE THIS YEAR IN 2006 WILL BE A BEST YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE,
FAIZAH